8/9/2012

i hate myself now.... really really really hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just can feel that myself is changed a lot right now... but what i should do about that.. i'm really stressful with myself... what can i do to make myself just like before.. when i pray i just can feel that is something wrong with me... i dont feel anything when i am prayer.. i feel empty... that is not something right... Oh God is happening to me... why am i being like this... my life feel empty.. sometimes i feel like i dont have feeling... what should i do.... is really make my life turn up side down.... i do not really like this way... i hate it a lottttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!