29/1/2013

kat dunia ada mcm2 jns manusia... dan pelbagai jns perangai.. kdg2 letih rsanya melayan kerenah mereka.. ada satu bnda yg aku yakin lelaki mybe is not mean to be for me... i hope one day he find someone that suitable with him... i think that person is not me... aku menerima hakikat itu dgn redho... aku yakin Allah lbh mengetahui apa yg tbaik utk ku... kerja semakin hari semakin bykk.... semuanya kena hntr dlm msa yg terdekat... quiz pun makin byk.. sakit kepala jgk aku dibuatnya... skrang nie dlm proses buat skrip utk movie arab... x thu lah bila siap... 17/2 nie dah kena hntr cd dah... hrp2 nya sempat lah siap..huhuhuhu...

28/1/2013

hri nie the guy that i waiting for is online... i'm happy for it... for sure i'm pm him.. and he not reply and then i said he is sombong.... after that he replied and apologize and said he was tired.. he also said dia mmg sombong kan... i feel guilty for saying him sombong... and tomorrow i want to message him and told him i'm sorry and do not mean to say it... kwn aku ckp aku nmpk mcm gedik plak.. aku pun rsa mcm tu tp knp aku begini alangkah indahnya klu aku ada jwpan utk soalan itu... di fb aku hanya lihat sekejap online sekejap x... aku x thu ape yg sbnrnya yg aku rsa thdp dia... adkh aku btul2 suka padanya????? Ya Allah kuatkan lah imanku... berilah aku kekuatan utk lwn semua nie... jgn biarkan aku terperangkap dlm perasaan ini... berilah aku kekuatan ya Allah... jgn biarkan aku membuat sesuatu yg blh memalukan diri ku sendiri... tolonglah Ya Allah... jgn biarkan aku jdi begini... i already have a wonderful life... n i want to continue to be like that... :(

24/1/2013

Selamat hari maulidur rasul kepada semua umat islam!!!!! hari sungguh best and bahagia buat aku.. do you all want to know why... cause today i went shopping with my mom, sister and my brother... i bought a lot of things... i bought shoes, blous, skrit and make up.... i'm really really really happy.... hehehehehe... 

 

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kadang2 hati and fikiran kita mudah sangat confuse.... do not really know how your own heart feel.. tp aku amat berharap agar Allah membantu aku untuk meleraikan kekeliruan di hati ku ini... semoga Allah menunjukkan jalanNya utk aku lalui......... dan semoga setiap keputusan yang aku buat adlh btul dan aku x menyesal kerana membuat keputusan tersebut... aku bhrp agar Allah memberi aku kekuatan utk mengharungi kehidupan yang penuh mencabar ini... supaya aku tidak tersungkur di tengah jln.... dan biarlah cintaku untuk Allah dan Nabi Muhammad kekal selamanya di hatiku walaupun mati datang menjemput ku... :) kerana aku tahu cinta kepada Nya dan Nabi Muhammad adlh cinta yang plg hakiki... :) 

21/1/2013

there is some question that i could answer and it always wondering in my mind.... why sometimes i just feel like want to have a boyfriend... sometimes i just hoping there will be a person that can answer this question for me... and went that kind of feeling come to me i don't know how to manage it... it really hard to manage that kind of feeling... i wish that feeling can go away forever cause i don't like being this way... it will make my life tougher and difficult.. Ya Allah hamba mu amat berharap agar Engkau dapat menghapuskan seketika perasaan ini sehinggalah sampai ke waktu yg sesuai utk aku berperasaan begini... kdg2 aku berasa lemas dgn perasaan aku sendiri.. i'm really tired with this feeling... it really burden to me..... sometimes i just hoping and wishing that i will never have this kind of feeling.... cukuplah aku menangani mslh study je.. x perlulah utk aku cuba menyingkirkan perasaan ni jauh2 dri hati ini... perasaan itu datang seperti bermusim... dan bila musim itu tiba aku terpaksa menguruskan nya... sometimes u going to feel tired with all of this........ i hate this so much......... have you ever feel really happy when talking to someone and want to keep talking to him.. is that show that i like him???????????? is really hard to understand your own feeling... arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

17/1/2013

Hello guys!!!!!!! i'm already finish watching drama big..............

BIG

This drama is really interesting to watch... you will never know that your love can change... i don't blame that teacher for loving her student... cause she live with that boy... how could you not fall in love with someone that you live together under one roof... someone that so care about you.. who always be by your side when you sad... who will do anything to make you happy... so it is not impossible to fall in love with that boy right even he is her student... so in end i really enjoy watching this drama.... :)

Yesterday i had my csc quiz and it is really really disaster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could answer it well............ i really hate it so much..... but i still hoping that i can still get better mark... hmm..... after this i will watch running man as a replace for big... today i don't have class.. i really get a nice sleep.... hehehehehehehehe..... i really enjoy it so much..... i just want to rest for today........ i just want to enjoy my holiday before thinking about my assignment and quiz.... hahahahaha............. 

the end :)

14/1/2013

hey!!!!!!! i already know what drama can replace army wife season 1 for awhile... i decide to watch pretty little liars drama... i start watch it today... for the beginning i think it quite good.. so we will going to see how it goes ok????  before that i watch this thai movie called THE CRAZY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE...  it really funny and romantic movie.. i really enjoy watched it... it is about a girl who got crush with her senior... i need to admit he is handsome... a lot of things she do only to make that boy hers... and at last of course it is happy ending.. they together... 

Tomorrow i has reading test for Arabic... wish me luck guys!!!! i really hope that i can do well... hope everything when well tomorrow... 

11/1/2013

hello my beloved blog... miss u a lot... hehehehe... finally i finished watching army wife season 1... so it of course between big and army wife.... army wife won cause i finishes watching it already even for only season 1... now i tried my best to finish big... and i will told which drama will i watch after army wife... but i will not tell now cause i do not decide it yet..

Army wife
i personally think it really a good drama... it shows how the life of the army wife... it quite difficult when your husband is not around with u... you do not know when your husband will return after the deployment... it quite sad right???? you only will get a phone call from your husband and i very sure it will going to be rare... but their wives are strong and tried to live their well along with their children... and patiently waiting for their husbands return.... :)

that's all... see u soon my blogie!!! bye bye!!!

8/1/2013

today i got injection for HPV..... it quite hurt........... huhuhu...... and alhamdulillah my cough is better now... i'm also had speaking practice today... it really horrible... i don't even know what actually i'm saying... my English is really worst now!!!!!!!!!!!! how can i get better mark in speaking if my language is really bad....
(new topic) dunia ini mmg sungguh mencabar... and every mistake that we make really thought us something..    we cannot make the decision in hurry cause sometimes it will going to hurt us... so think very very very carefully before making any decision so that we do not regret it... sometimes crying is something great.... when you felt like want to cry just cry.. don't hold back your cry... cause it will going to be tougher.. just let it go....... you will feel satisfied after crying... nangis x bermakna menunjukkan yang kita lemah... tpi klu kita terlalu menahan diri kita dari menangis kita akan bertambah stress... so just let it go... you will going to feel better after that.... hehehehe.....believe it.... ok that it for now i want to watch my army wife now... bye bye!!!!

5/1/2013

i have two quiz for this week... i'm really worried about it.... i'm just feel so afraid if i cannot do it...  i don't have any confident that i can do it better in my quiz this time..... hmmm.......... :(

3/1/2013

now i am officially 20 years old girl.... i cannot believe that i already 20 years old now.... happy new year to all my friends and to my beloved family.. hope this new year we will have much great day then last year... for this january i gladly to say that i have a lot lot lot of quiz.... i really worried about it n not sure whether i can do it or not... i'm also not feeling so well now... i hope my health will get better sooner so i can concentrate on my study and assignment... :)