5 May 2012

Sometimes chatting is something fun n there you will know how man are.... Sometimes they quite annoying me.... They really know how to sweet talk..... Hurmmm... Chatting can make u feel boring sometimes.... My typing become worst now... I dont practice for long time..... So no wonder my typing getting worst.... I need to practice back my typing... If not I will going to fail in my sem 2 on typing subject... It is something not good... :( :(.... I'm frustrated right now.... All movies that I download did not work out... Is really make me feel mad n disappointed..... I really need to watch some movie right now..... I wish that I can turn back time... So I can change myself... I still dont know what am I going to be when I grow up???? Still thinking..... I really have better life... I have a great family... N sometimes I think I dont deserved it.... God still help me went I in trouble even I'm not a good muslim.... He still answer all my prayer even I still skip my prayer... Sometimes I just wondering why He give me everything I asking even i'm not good muslim???? Only He know the answer right.... I just really hope that I can change to be a better person... At least I just want to complete my pray.. I just want to close  to Him....

4 May 2012

Today my family n I went to a wedding ceremony... Is really a hot day to wear a "baju kurung" but what I can I do right... U cannot go to a wedding ceremony wearing t-shirt n jeans right... Hurmmm... In the evening my family n I went to my auntie house cause she held a birthday party for her daughter... Today is a quite a tiring day for me..... hehehehehehe

3 May 2012

I went to KB Mall again today... Hehehehehe.... Finally I bought a high heels... I'm really feel great about that... Is been so long I dont buy a high heel..... hehehehehe..... Shopping can make really make u feel happy.... N not make u feel lonely.... I really feel great today after going shopping.... :) .... 

2 May 2012

Today I went shopping with my mom n siblings.... I really like this one high heel... But it doesnt fit with my feet... It really disappoint me.... I really like that high heels.... But it does not have my size.... I feel so lonely tonight.... Do not what to do..... This past few days I just cant understand my own feeling.... It really weird right??????? I really dont like this kind of feeling.... It really annoy me..... Hurmmmm...... Today I dont watch endless love... Cause so busy shopping until forget about it.... I wish I can be baby again.... Do not need to think about anything.... Sometimes I think.... Who will become my husband one day??? Will I get married one day????? Do I will going to have better life???? I will going crazy if keep going like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How to make urself not feel lonely anymore..... I just cant understand myself sometimes..... Want to watch tv but nothing interesting movie in there..... I just finished one indon movie.... The title is " Virgin 1"... That movie was quite great cause it show about life of 16 years old girls........... How their social life going on.... Is also about friendship..... Of course is also about virgin... How they protect their own virgin.... But unfortunately.... Stela n Kattie already lost their virgin.... Biyan is still virgin n will going to keep it that way... Even  though she friend with them does not mean that she will do what they do... To Biyan her virgin is really important to her.... At last Kattie got pregnant at 16 years old... Is really young right.... But she want to keep the baby n take a good care of  her baby.... She also want to change so that her baby does not become like her when the baby grow up..... Biyan finally produce a novel entitle Virgin... The novel is all about their life.... That novel make a great success....  - The end- I'm sorry if my spelling or my sentences are not correct....

endless love n more ( 1 May 2012)

Sometimes is really hard to forget someone that grow up with us..... I understand Johnny n Jenny feeling... They grow up together since child..... But who can ever think that they fall in love when they meet again.... I quite feel pity for Yumi.... But what can she do... Johnny really love Jenny more than a sister..... I really dont like Shirly... She so greedy i think... She got everything... A great family n have a great job... What else she want from Jenny..... She got everything already... Just accept that Andrew dont like her... Just accept it..... N live your life..... End of that story... hehehehehe..... Btw i think that i like GD.... His really cute..... He has baby face that make me like him...... I'm so boring today... Nothing to do.... U know sometimes u just need someone to talk so u dont feel quite boring..... I really do miss my friends.... Where are them anyway???? I read one novel now.. The story is quite interesting... The title also are interesting... The title is " Suamiku Sepupuku".. It is really quite a good novel..... :)