before n on hari raya aidiladha

ok i know it is to late to talk about it... but i been lazy this past few days to write in my blog.. so today i will tell u all about my hari raya aidiladha.. before hari raya aidiladha my mom n i went shopping!!!!!!!!!!! on my hari raya aidiladha we ate pizza... my beloved sister did it.. so we ate pizza on hari raya aidiladha... can u believe it??? believe it or not it is true... hehehe.. n my hari raya went well n me myself gain a lot of weight.. i really really really love to it now.. so what can i do about it.. hope i can control my weight n i really really dont want to be FAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i will going crazy if my kebaya do not fit with me anymore... so now i need to diet but it is going to work out for me... hmmmm....

Think before u do something!!! :)

In whatever u do think it first before u do it.. cause after u do something that u feel is wrong and u think after u done it then is no use for u to regret it.. cause that situation will haunt you with the feel of guilty.. so dont ever cross the border of ur principle... always hold on tight to ur own principle cause that will make ur life more manageable n peaceful... dont ever try to break ur life principle cause sometimes u will regret it if u break ur own principle in ur life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MeM0ry

Sometimes u just want to erase all ur bad or worst memory and dont want to recall it ever n ever n ever again.... but what can u do... sometimes u will just going to remember it back.... or someone who just keep bring up the past n make u remember it back... how i really really wish i just can erase everything n forget every stupid thing that i done in the past... but the question is can i do that???? is will going to nice if i can do that... :)

On My Last Exam!!!

Ok.. Let me try to recall back my memory on the day of my last exam happened.... ermmm... just like usually i feel really nervous cause it really hard for me to remember what i already read since i always study last minute... that what will happen if u study last minute... hehehehe... i think my omt 115 examination when well but i still afraid if i made a lot of mistake when answering it.. hmm.. but now i'm at home!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i cannot describe how much happy i am being at  home.. where  i can rest my mind n enjoy my day with my beloved family... i officially announce that the book of my life in the university for sem 2 is closed!!!!!!!!!!! now i will start a new chapter in my life n of course in a new book... :-)

Fourth day exam

On the fourth day of my examination.. it is OMT 182 exam.... i dont know whether i can do it well in that exam but something for sure is that all my exam for this sem is quite bad for me n it really make me worry.... i still one more paper before i can go home... the last paper is on friday.. i mean this friday... hope everything is going to be well n i really cannot wait to go back home... i really miss my whole family!!!!!!!!!

miss them a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!

third day exam

On the third day of my exam... it is BBM110 examination... i think that it going well but there are some answer that i'm not sure... after finish that exam.. sha, idah n me plan to go to the beach after asar.. hehehehe... we went back to college quite late.. after maghrib... n last night there is a man that ask me to be his gf.. i'm not sure whether he is serious or just playing around... but i think that is too fast... cause we just know each other.. so after asking from others opinion n finally decide that we are much better to be friend first.. i think that is the best decision that i should made.... :)

second day exam

ctu exam is on 4/10/2012... that is mean it is after bel exam.. is quite stress for me to read ctu cause ctu just like history to me.. n i did not like it that much.. my ctu exam does not go well.. there were a lot of mistakes that i do.. hok ngarut pun byk.. so x thulah ape yg nak jdi... after finish ctu exam idah, sha n i went to pantai pandak for release tension.. hahahhaha..

first day exam

i call my mom before exam n her voice seem like she is crying... i wonder why... i ask her what wrong with her but she said she is fine... i know she crying n mybe there is something that make her sad.. i cried when hearing her voice.. i dont why i cried.. after she msg me she said good luck n do well in my exam cause aku adlh hrpan dia.. i cried again after read it... i dont know why that my brain blank when i enter examination room... aku rsa otak aku kosong... knp??? aku sndri x thu... it is true that i answer all the questions but i really disappointed with it cause my essay is really worse like hell n there is some question that i do not sure the answer is... it really worse... i dont want my mom be disappointed with me... what i can say is my bel exam is worse n i dont know how much that i get from it.... rmai org yg siap cpt mjwb.. best nya jdi dio org sbb dpt jwb tp aku msh lg tgh fikir idea utk tulis essay.. cause my mind when blank when come to essay part... hmmmm...... :(

3/10/2012

Esk akn start my final exam for sem 2... it really really worrying me since my carry mark really not that good.. i still hoping that everything will going to be well n i can have a good pointer for this sem... hope i can do better in my final...

1/10/2012

when we grow up we learn a lot of thing in our life. some of our experience can be our best lesson. i am really happy being at home.. i feel peace being here.. talking with my mom n went shopping with her was the best moment in my life.. seeing my siblings faces make my heart feel relieved... i love being home n i hope time can stop so i can always be here n i dont want to go back to my college.. i will create a lot of trouble again if i be there... do i like that guy??? i'm not sure about that but something i will make sure that is i will not going to fall in love with him cause i know i cannot do that... whatever he did to me is already in the past i change a lot cause of a lot of problem i face in this sem.. but i need my old self back... i dont want to be a sad girl anymore.. what i need now is Allah love.. aku tahu Dia telah sediakan seseorg utk aku.. di mana pun si dia berada aku bhrp agar Allah menemukan aku dgn si dia di suatu hri nnt.. aku x slhkan sape2 pun ttg diriku berubah krna aku tahu mslh yg dtg adlh bpunca dri diri sendiri jgn suka slhkan org lain cause u need to check yourself first before blaming others.. i need to open ur heart to hear all the advice all the critic n trime semua tu ngan hati yg tbuka.. i just want to have a great n happy life... everything that i done along in my life for this sem i will remember n learn from it.. i hope that i will not going to make a same mistake again.. :)