26/7/2013

my university life for this sem was quite screw up.... i don't even read economy book even i have a test for it because i want to finished the assignment that i need to sent on the same day as my eco test!!!! it was really a disaster.... and my economic test also went really really really  not well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my room become a lot lot lot quite now..... do not sure why ***** seem so bad mood nowadays when being in this room... is she not liking me or what... even when we meet outside at the kampus she can tegur my friend but not me.... the question is WHY?????? my present that i gave to her also she just kept in a box... i don't now why..... mybe there is no space on her bed anymore... myber right????? just for now i and her, we do not speak with each other anymore... it just rarely for us to speak to each other... do not sure what is the reason but at least she can speak with others of my roomate so it is fine... i'm really tired of thinking why she being like that but for now i  think that mybe there is something about me that she dislike... Thank God that i have a lot of assignment that i need to do it with sha so i always do not stay in my room.. whatever is the reason she being like that i hope i just can ignore her... i'm not saying that she is a bad person but her behavior sometimes make me wondering... so just conclude that me and her are quite girl who is so hard to tegur somebody else and that is why we become like this.... the end of the story and it can ease my mind from thinking....


alhamdullilah ari nie sdh msuk ari ke 17 ramadhan n hari nie adlh hri nuzul al-quran... x lama lg ramadhan akn pergi meninggalkan kita n syawal akn dtg menjelma.... semoga hidup kita sentiasa diberkati Allah.. amin...

22/7/2013

makin lma makin pemalas aku nie.... dah lah assignment berlambak2 yg kene wat... what i'm going to do now..... lin don't be too lazy girl ok.... remember that you have only 2 final paper n others  subject  are all non final paper so u need to perform well in your assignment my dear... Okey???



Jealous sgguh bila aku tgk my cousin sdh graduate.... tercapai jgk impian mereka utk menjadi doctor.... Tahniah buat kak rubi n kak rina!!!!!

21/7/2013

Alhamdulillah akhirnya selesai jgk public speaking aku for introuduction.... even aku sndri x thu ape yg aku ckp... apalah agaknya aku merapu pd waktu tu.....arghhhhhh!!!! entah brape lah markah yg aku dpt... sbb mmg totally disaster!!!!!!


wahai mood ku yg tersyg.... tlg lah jgn wat mood yg bkn2.... nnt semua org lari tau.... sbb ingt aku nie seorg yg kedekut n x mau study ngan org lain... plg parah jika org cop aku nie sombong!!! bru pdan muka kau tu.... so to my beloved mood please behave yourself ok..... klu kau nak wat perangai pun biarlah jgn sampai org perasaan ok...


sometimes what we expected to happen will not going to happen... so don't put too much hope on the things you are expected to happen ok... cause in the end you will going to hurt.... wahai hatiku yg tersyg tlg lah termakan ngan pujuk rayu dri diri ku ini... walaupun org ckp kita x blh nak tipu diri kita sendiri but please just tertipu jelah ngan tipu yg aku wat sndiri itu... cause it is for your own good... just trust me my dear beloved heart..... okey???  :)

19/7/2013

Alhamdulillah aku dpt quite a good mark for my OB quiz... Thank You Allah....

On July 18,2013 is my roomate birthday, who is the one that I afraid.... At first I decide to buy her a gift since that day is her birthday but after thinking I think it will going to be weird for me to buy a gift to her since i'm not that close with her... but in the end i still bought her a gift.... btw happy birthday *****... hope you will happy in your life n always be happy.... :)

hri ini aku ada kemahiran insaniah utk kolej.... n walaupun aku msh part 4 tiba2 je nma aku ada dkt part 5 n kena bgn pgi hri ini utk basuh ayam.... aku mmg x pndai membasuh ayam nie.. nak wat mcm mna aku nie terlalu rjn sebenarnya... huhuhuhu.... it is really my first time experience on "basuh ayam".... tulah waktu umi srh blaja msk x nak.. PEMALAS sgt..... n now serve you right... nasib baik jgk kena basuh ayam klu kena msk ayam... alamaknya hangit lah aym tu nnt... huhuhuhu... so lin for now on rjin2 kan lah diri anda utk ke dpr ye.... :)

15/7/2013

Alhamdulillah selesai jgk tugas aku menjual di bazar pda hri ini... rmai jgk org yg dtg membeli... so ok lah tu kan.... tq to my beloved stomach  kerana sdh 2 hri engkau x buat perangai nak muntah2... huhuhuhu... tq so much... aku leh menikmati my food really well.... mmg air buah kat gerai kami mmg best sgt2.... aku minum segelas pun x ckp... hehehehe... mmg best sgt!!!!!!!!! tp yg plg x bestnya mlm nie byk lg kerja yg aku kena buat.... huhuhu tensionnya!!!!!!! and i really hope that aku dpt bgn for sahur tonight.... sdh 2 mlm aku terlepas bersahur... mmg letih jgk rsanya klu x bersahur... so tlg lah bgn wahai azlin ye...... jgn mls nak bersahur nnt letih nak berpuasa esk ye.... :)

14/7/2013

Alhamdulillah sudah msuk 5 hri sdh aku menjalani puasa ramadhan.... hri ini aku ada presentation for my bel and thank to God i can do it... but i still got some mistake of mispronounce of some words and my voice should be more louder... even that so i still glad that i can do it!!!! thank you sha for listening my presentation before the real one... it really make me feel more comfortable to do it.... thank you so much.....
hari jugak bermula fund raising for my event.... kls kami buat jualan kat bazar di kampus... alhamdulillah jualan hri ini nmpknya ok... x delah teruk sgt... esk adlh giliran aku plak utk menjual di bazar tersebut... berdebar jgk rsa hatinya... semoga aku dpt buat yg terbaik... amin.... :)
SCARY.... SCARY.... N SCARY!!!!!! that is something i can describe about her right now.... mybe is my fault for sending that kind of message to her... but i just kidding.... aku cuma hntr yg aku rndu kat dia sbb 2 hri lps aku blik kg.. i do not mean anything weird... aku cuma nak bergurau je... tp mungkin silap timing or something else... but she quite scary today.... trimalah jelah kan... nak wat mcm mna dia mmg mcm tu kot... she cannot change herself n i cannot change myself.... so just accept it the way it is lin.... hmmmm..... ingat pesan madam lin everyone will their own perception about yourself so she will also her own perception about you.... just like you who also have your own perception about her... so just smile n selagi you larat lin you tegurlah lin... don't be sad anymore lin... just make your life happier lin!!!!! :) FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12/7/2013

Selamat berpuasa buat seluruh umat islam..... Alhamdulillah sudah masuk 3 hri kita menjalani kewajipan kita sebagai umat islam... semoga ramadan kali ini lbh bermakna dri ramadan yg lepas.... Alhamdulillah aku dpt quiz yg agak baik jgk utk eco aku... aku bersyukur sgt.. skrang nie aku duk kat umh!!!! bestnya rsa dpt duk kat umh.. dpt berbuka n bersahur bersama ngan family aku... :) tp esk dah nak pergi... huhuhuhu... x bestnya..... mls nya nak pegi... sedih!!!!!!! heart broken!!!!!! :'(

7/7/2013

trima ksih buat my beloved friend mimi for ur advice.... i really appreciate it a lot.... tq jgk wat my madam for her advice... mungkin ada sbb semua ini terjadi... semua sdh di atur olh Allah dan aku sbgai hambaNya akn menerima dgn hati yg terbuka.... sekurang2nya aku still ada memori perkenalan antara aku dan roomate aku tu.. walaupun sekejap tp ckp utk menjdikan memori yg baik.... so i should appreciate it right???? tp yg menghairankan adlh roomate aku yg lain tu ckp aku nie dah lain drpd yg dlu... tp lain kat mana ye??? hmm.. mungkin bnr aku ngan dia mmg x leh nak msuk group kot.... biarlah ia begitu kan... sbb aku x leh nak wat ape2 psl tu kan??? dan aku thu knp aku rsa benci n annoy bila dgr suara dia.. ia adlh disbbkan aku terasa diriku di reject dri jdi kwn dia... n jealous bila lht dia blh ckp byk ngan org lain... but i have to accept it the way it is... cause people are not same right.... so cheer up lynne!!!!!!! :)

6/7/2013 (part 2)

pelikkan when perasaan dri want to be friend with somebody turn out now to be someone that you hate.. even hearing her voice make you feel annoyed... weird isn't???? apa aku nak wat nie.... mmg bila aku dgr voice dia tiba2 je wat aku nak mrh... omg... what is happening now.... please stop being like this... is just turn out to be same situation when i'm in part 2... but the reason this happening is different........ i dont want to act like that anymore.... cause it is really not a comfortable feeling to have... sape2 yg ada jawapan please help me.... i'm so confuse with my own feeling right now... huhuhuhu..... please help me!!!! aku rsa mcm nak mencarut je jdinya... arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

6/7/2013

nie aku bru blikkk dri mendaki bukit... huhuhuhuhuhu.... x best nya... dah lah byk kali aku jatuh... sakit jgk rsanya..... tpi nsib baik jgk lah ada kwn2 sekls yg sudi membntu.... berjaya jgk lah aku mendaki bukit itu walaupun aku x akn mendaki lagi.. insyallah untk selama2nya.... huhuhuhuhu..... :)

5/7/2013

setlh hmpr 3 mggu aku x berckp ngan roomate aku yang sorang tu akhirnya terbongkar jgk rahsia aku yg aku nie mmg tkt ngan dia.... slps dripda terbongkar rahsia tu aku dah blh lah bertegur sapa ngan dia sikit.. di sbbkan aku yg mulakan tepuk tampar tu maka aku dah mula terbiasa bila dia plak yg betepuk tampar... huhuhu... tpi persoalannya seberapa lma semua itu akan bertahan??? aku berhrp agar x de ape2 yg jdi.... n biarlah semuanya ok sampai lah aku hbs sem 4 aku nie.. krna pengalaman aku when i'm in part 2 was already really scary for me to remember back.... i hope nothing will happen... :)
bila aku lht blik muka ex-friend aku, aku jdi rsa kesian n aku mulalah nak ingt blik memori ketika kami berkwn dlu.... walaupun aku byk mdgr cerita yg krg enak didgr psl dia tp aku x thu knp aku rsa sgguh kesian dgn dia..... hmmmmmmmm.................

3/7/2013 (part 2)

msa aku mula msuk blik nie aku tkt sgt sbb roomate aku semuanya blh dikatakan aku x knl.... aku cuma knl sorang je... dia ambik kos sma ngan aku jgk.. nsb baik lah aku knl dia.. klu x mmg tension jgk aku sbb aku x leh nak ckp ngan sape2... tp alhamdulillah aku baik jgk ngan roomate aku yg sorang lg sbb dia pun peramah jgk orgnya... tp ngan roomate aku yg sorang lg aku tkt nak tegur... mmg aku jrg bckp dgn dia sbb dia amat menakutkan bgi aku.. aku x thu knp aku tkut ngan dia tp she really make me scared... hmpir 3 mggu aku x ckp mna ngan dia.. klu ngan roomate aku yg lain aku ok je... hehehehehehe :)

3/7/2013

hari nie kol 2:30 ptg ada quiz eco!!!!!! huhuhu.... study entah ke mna lgii... apalah yg nak jdi.... roomate yg aku tkt dah blh lah ckp skit2... ok dah tu kan... eco... eco... eco... mcm mnalah aku nak jwb subject nie hri nie... apalah yg nak jdi.... huhuhuhu.... aku hrs atasi ketakutan aku nie... klu x mmg tiap2 hari lah aku berdebar je keje nye.. apa punya masalah pun aku sndri x thu... pelik btl kan... but that is the truth story about me... tkut kan org.... :'( ........ rndu sgt nak blik umh... lmbtnya nk blik umh... huhuhuhu.....