ALL IN THE DARK WE GROPE ALONG
AND IF WE GO AMISS
WE LEARN AT LEAST WHICH PATH IS WRONG
AND THERE IS GAIN IN THIS
WE DO NOT ALWAYS WIN THE RACE
BY ONLY RUNNING RIGHT
WE HAVE TO TREAD THE MOUNTAIN'S BASE
BEFORE WE REACH ITS HEIGHT
-ELLA WHEELER WILCOX-
Finally I did understand something from all of this
from all crushing thing
sometimes not all we wanted will become ours
just like i really hoping that will be something between us
even i'm the only one that like you
i don't really know what you felt toward me btw
BUT
now i know that you are NOT for me
it true that i felt hurt and startled when my friend told me you already have someone
BUT
i know now that the feeling is just nothing
being far away from you
make me thinking what actually i felt toward you
and it is nothing
plain
just nothing
i don't miss you
BUT
it is true when i came back to the university
i will start remember everything back
BUT
i know it is just nothing
cause it is nothing
you do not mean anything to me
you just a friend
only a friend
the person to be blame for all this
is my own feeling
i'm the one who get really excited over little thing
even it is just nothing
i have to admit that my feeling is easily shaken up
i really hope this will be the last thing happen to me
cause i don't want to crush or fall in love with someone that wasn't meant for me
sooooooooooooooo goodbye to you
i'm hoping when new semester start
i can face you like nothing happen in my heart
let put all of this behind
and
focus on my study
it is much more important than anything
when the time right i will find my own Mr. Right
:)
