21/1/2013

there is some question that i could answer and it always wondering in my mind.... why sometimes i just feel like want to have a boyfriend... sometimes i just hoping there will be a person that can answer this question for me... and went that kind of feeling come to me i don't know how to manage it... it really hard to manage that kind of feeling... i wish that feeling can go away forever cause i don't like being this way... it will make my life tougher and difficult.. Ya Allah hamba mu amat berharap agar Engkau dapat menghapuskan seketika perasaan ini sehinggalah sampai ke waktu yg sesuai utk aku berperasaan begini... kdg2 aku berasa lemas dgn perasaan aku sendiri.. i'm really tired with this feeling... it really burden to me..... sometimes i just hoping and wishing that i will never have this kind of feeling.... cukuplah aku menangani mslh study je.. x perlulah utk aku cuba menyingkirkan perasaan ni jauh2 dri hati ini... perasaan itu datang seperti bermusim... dan bila musim itu tiba aku terpaksa menguruskan nya... sometimes u going to feel tired with all of this........ i hate this so much......... have you ever feel really happy when talking to someone and want to keep talking to him.. is that show that i like him???????????? is really hard to understand your own feeling... arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!