home sweet home!!! birthday party for my little sister n i!!!

OMG!!!
Finally i'm home!!!!!!!!!!!!
it is so so so great to be home...
i'm so relief to be home
it's not like i don't like to be in KT
it's just that the environment inside my room is not quite happy i guess
i just don't feel that the lively mood inside my room
huhuhuhu...
but
just forget about it
cause now i'm home for 2 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so just get rid all unnecessary thing in your head n enjoy your semester break...
hehehehhe
lalalalalala....
:)


To my beloved brother yai...
congratulation on ur pmr result
don't ever give up
n k.long really proud with u....
n i will always love n cheer for u...
i hope u will have a great nice n bright future...
i will always pray for the best for u...
:)



Last night my family celebrate our birthday!!!
thank you so so so much to my beloved mom n my beloved sister, wani, for making cake for our birthday!!!
it is the best gift ever!!!!
love all of u so so so much!!!!

my little sister birthday

Birthday girl... :)




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QALESYA!!!!

Happy birthday my sweet beloved sister!!!

K.long love u so much!!!

I hope that u will have a happy live

jgn duk buah sgt... huhuhu

Stay pretty n beautiful ok...

This is specially for u!!! :)

11/12/2013

today is my sleeping day i guess
my first class was at 8 am...
i am so so so sleepy in that class
i just can't figure out what my lecturer saying about
all i know is that my eyes become more heavy heavy n heavy
my lecturer voice just like a lullaby for me..
just like asking me to fall asleep..
even though i was sitting in the front but
it just can't help me to not fall into a deep sleep...
such a horrible day i guess...
huhuhuhu....

9/12/2013

today i feel quite energetic to go to the class
i wonder why???
and my big prob is i have pile of clothes that i don't wash up yet
i'm so so lazy to wash my cloth
with this kind of whether i just don't feel to wash my clothes..
huhuhuhu..

there is some surprising question that someone ask me
some question that i don't expect her friend to ask me
i have quite a few crisis with my old friend when we are part 2
in the end of the crisis we don't talk to each other anymore
cause she is the one who don't want talk to me
until now she start to talk with me again
n one of her friend ask me whether am i already okey with her???
n i don't know what the best answer to give it
cause i think i always okey with her...
cause to me everyone make mistake
n it is already in the past..
each of us already apologise to each other
so there is no reason for us to become musuh
right???
i always believe that time will always heal everything
even though sometimes it takes quite a lot of time...
:)

8/12/2013

today msuk kls accounting otak blur yg teramat2 lah sgt..
huhuhu...
i really cannot catch up with my others classmate..
they are so so fast...
i'm so so so so slow
just like a tortoise...
in the end i can't understand what my lecturer was teaching about.. (cry,cry)
what am i like this!!!
hurmmmm....

7/12/2013

so so so boring right now...
don't know what to do..
i have a work to do but
i'm so lazy to do it...
why am i being this way???
i don't even know why
right now i feel so so sleepy..
right now i'm waiting for my friend
to do the assignment together...
with sleepy eyes n dizzy head
huhuhuhu...

5/12/2013

My heart feel worried, sad n anxious since yesterday...
I don't know why i feel like that..
n today the same feeling i felt just like yesterday...
i feel like i want to cry but i don't know why
when i know one of my roomate want to go home i feel so so so sad
i just feel like i want to go home too
i just want to hug my mom and crying, crying, n crying....
But.......
Thanks to Sha...
Actually Sha n I went shopping today
i felt so happy seeing Sha getting angry cause the seller don't listen
to her properly on what kind of ice-cream that she want..
her expression make me laugh and forget my worried and my anxious heart...
Thanks Sha..
Even it only for that moment but i feel really grateful cause
i finally get to forget my sad feeling....
Btw i feel so tired for shopping today
even though we do not buy much but it really really enjoyable...
it make my heart happy and can make me smile brightly...
Even though it is only for that moment..
but it still feel so meaningful to me...

:)  :)  :)

3/12/2013

Alhamdulillah hri nie cukuplah umurku 20 thn!!!!

sudah tua aku rupanya....

hehehehehe

Tq to all my friends for wishing me happy birthday...

Tq to Ain for giving me a cake for my birthday....

I really enjoy it so much!!

To mimi n nik

thank you so much for wishing me happy birthday

n i really miss u guys so so so much!!!

makin lama makin blur jdinya aku skrang

knp agaknya aku makin blur ye???

hope that i not blur when it come to study...

hope my sem 5 will end soon

cause i really feel lazy to study now

especially for bel

it is really not easy 

kls bel lah kls plg mls aku nak pegi

huhuhuhu....

whatever it is lin good luck for ur sem 5

FIGHTING!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIN

(hehehehe ada x org nyanyi lagu happy birthday utk diri sendiri... hehehe akulah org tu... x tau malu btul... hahahahaha) :)

2/12/2013

First all HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my beloved cousin kak chik..... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK CHIK!!!!!!! Hope that u will always be happy in ur life
and stay be happy even whatever happen in ur life
love u so much!!!!!
here is the cake for u...
hehehehehehe :)

Hope u enjoy it!! :)

Whether i believe or not i am the GM(General Manager) for our group project ent......
how am i suppose to do that????
am afraid that i cannot do my part well...
i'm so worried about that...
but i think it will be fine as long as i'm doing my job right????
hope everything went well for our ent group project..

LAW....
i dont know what the lecturer thought me just now...
it just past through my mind just like the wind
i just can't understand it...
my mind just like bersimpul...
what should i do about law...
it really make my mind in a such such difficult state.......
hmmmmm....

1/12/13

Finally my last semester started.....
Huhuhu... i'm so so so lazy to start my sem 5 n my brain are really really not ready to start study back..
but what choice do i get right???
i have to face it whether i like it or not...
it almost 2 week i'm be in Kuala Terengganu n i already miss my home...
i just want to go back home and listen to my mom nagging... hehehehehe
i think this sem is the hardest sem for me cause there are ACCOUNTING, LAW N ENT...
how am i suppose to face it!!!!!
it is really good to see other people graduate with flying colours but am i going to be that way too or otherwise....
starting new semester with one new roomate and my others roomate are just same is quite interesting but after seeing my subject for this sem is really make my heart pounding and become so so so nervous to face this semester...

For my friend Sha...
Happy Birthday my dear friend...
hope u will always be a happy girl...
hope u can achieve all your dream...

18/9/13

tomorrow i'm going home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! best rsanya dpt blik umh.... x sbr nak tggu esk.... rndu rsanya kat semua yg ada kat umh tu... huhuhu..... :)

my father advice 

"you decide whether she or he is your best friend when he or she can do the same kindness that you give to them. Then, you can say that person is your best friend"

14/9/2013

walaupun event kls kami tlh lama berlalu but alhamdulillah our event went well... thanks to our classmate for all your corporation... hope all of us pass all subject for this semester with flying colors!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIGHTING!!!!! 

:)

RAYA RAYA RAYA!!!!

Walaupun lmbt but SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI wat seluruh umat Islam... Semoga hari raya kali ini lbh bermakna n meriah berbanding yg lepas...  :)

26/7/2013

my university life for this sem was quite screw up.... i don't even read economy book even i have a test for it because i want to finished the assignment that i need to sent on the same day as my eco test!!!! it was really a disaster.... and my economic test also went really really really  not well!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


my room become a lot lot lot quite now..... do not sure why ***** seem so bad mood nowadays when being in this room... is she not liking me or what... even when we meet outside at the kampus she can tegur my friend but not me.... the question is WHY?????? my present that i gave to her also she just kept in a box... i don't now why..... mybe there is no space on her bed anymore... myber right????? just for now i and her, we do not speak with each other anymore... it just rarely for us to speak to each other... do not sure what is the reason but at least she can speak with others of my roomate so it is fine... i'm really tired of thinking why she being like that but for now i  think that mybe there is something about me that she dislike... Thank God that i have a lot of assignment that i need to do it with sha so i always do not stay in my room.. whatever is the reason she being like that i hope i just can ignore her... i'm not saying that she is a bad person but her behavior sometimes make me wondering... so just conclude that me and her are quite girl who is so hard to tegur somebody else and that is why we become like this.... the end of the story and it can ease my mind from thinking....


alhamdullilah ari nie sdh msuk ari ke 17 ramadhan n hari nie adlh hri nuzul al-quran... x lama lg ramadhan akn pergi meninggalkan kita n syawal akn dtg menjelma.... semoga hidup kita sentiasa diberkati Allah.. amin...

22/7/2013

makin lma makin pemalas aku nie.... dah lah assignment berlambak2 yg kene wat... what i'm going to do now..... lin don't be too lazy girl ok.... remember that you have only 2 final paper n others  subject  are all non final paper so u need to perform well in your assignment my dear... Okey???



Jealous sgguh bila aku tgk my cousin sdh graduate.... tercapai jgk impian mereka utk menjadi doctor.... Tahniah buat kak rubi n kak rina!!!!!

21/7/2013

Alhamdulillah akhirnya selesai jgk public speaking aku for introuduction.... even aku sndri x thu ape yg aku ckp... apalah agaknya aku merapu pd waktu tu.....arghhhhhh!!!! entah brape lah markah yg aku dpt... sbb mmg totally disaster!!!!!!


wahai mood ku yg tersyg.... tlg lah jgn wat mood yg bkn2.... nnt semua org lari tau.... sbb ingt aku nie seorg yg kedekut n x mau study ngan org lain... plg parah jika org cop aku nie sombong!!! bru pdan muka kau tu.... so to my beloved mood please behave yourself ok..... klu kau nak wat perangai pun biarlah jgn sampai org perasaan ok...


sometimes what we expected to happen will not going to happen... so don't put too much hope on the things you are expected to happen ok... cause in the end you will going to hurt.... wahai hatiku yg tersyg tlg lah termakan ngan pujuk rayu dri diri ku ini... walaupun org ckp kita x blh nak tipu diri kita sendiri but please just tertipu jelah ngan tipu yg aku wat sndiri itu... cause it is for your own good... just trust me my dear beloved heart..... okey???  :)

19/7/2013

Alhamdulillah aku dpt quite a good mark for my OB quiz... Thank You Allah....

On July 18,2013 is my roomate birthday, who is the one that I afraid.... At first I decide to buy her a gift since that day is her birthday but after thinking I think it will going to be weird for me to buy a gift to her since i'm not that close with her... but in the end i still bought her a gift.... btw happy birthday *****... hope you will happy in your life n always be happy.... :)

hri ini aku ada kemahiran insaniah utk kolej.... n walaupun aku msh part 4 tiba2 je nma aku ada dkt part 5 n kena bgn pgi hri ini utk basuh ayam.... aku mmg x pndai membasuh ayam nie.. nak wat mcm mna aku nie terlalu rjn sebenarnya... huhuhuhu.... it is really my first time experience on "basuh ayam".... tulah waktu umi srh blaja msk x nak.. PEMALAS sgt..... n now serve you right... nasib baik jgk kena basuh ayam klu kena msk ayam... alamaknya hangit lah aym tu nnt... huhuhuhu... so lin for now on rjin2 kan lah diri anda utk ke dpr ye.... :)

15/7/2013

Alhamdulillah selesai jgk tugas aku menjual di bazar pda hri ini... rmai jgk org yg dtg membeli... so ok lah tu kan.... tq to my beloved stomach  kerana sdh 2 hri engkau x buat perangai nak muntah2... huhuhuhu... tq so much... aku leh menikmati my food really well.... mmg air buah kat gerai kami mmg best sgt2.... aku minum segelas pun x ckp... hehehehe... mmg best sgt!!!!!!!!! tp yg plg x bestnya mlm nie byk lg kerja yg aku kena buat.... huhuhu tensionnya!!!!!!! and i really hope that aku dpt bgn for sahur tonight.... sdh 2 mlm aku terlepas bersahur... mmg letih jgk rsanya klu x bersahur... so tlg lah bgn wahai azlin ye...... jgn mls nak bersahur nnt letih nak berpuasa esk ye.... :)

14/7/2013

Alhamdulillah sudah msuk 5 hri sdh aku menjalani puasa ramadhan.... hri ini aku ada presentation for my bel and thank to God i can do it... but i still got some mistake of mispronounce of some words and my voice should be more louder... even that so i still glad that i can do it!!!! thank you sha for listening my presentation before the real one... it really make me feel more comfortable to do it.... thank you so much.....
hari jugak bermula fund raising for my event.... kls kami buat jualan kat bazar di kampus... alhamdulillah jualan hri ini nmpknya ok... x delah teruk sgt... esk adlh giliran aku plak utk menjual di bazar tersebut... berdebar jgk rsa hatinya... semoga aku dpt buat yg terbaik... amin.... :)
SCARY.... SCARY.... N SCARY!!!!!! that is something i can describe about her right now.... mybe is my fault for sending that kind of message to her... but i just kidding.... aku cuma hntr yg aku rndu kat dia sbb 2 hri lps aku blik kg.. i do not mean anything weird... aku cuma nak bergurau je... tp mungkin silap timing or something else... but she quite scary today.... trimalah jelah kan... nak wat mcm mna dia mmg mcm tu kot... she cannot change herself n i cannot change myself.... so just accept it the way it is lin.... hmmmm..... ingat pesan madam lin everyone will their own perception about yourself so she will also her own perception about you.... just like you who also have your own perception about her... so just smile n selagi you larat lin you tegurlah lin... don't be sad anymore lin... just make your life happier lin!!!!! :) FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12/7/2013

Selamat berpuasa buat seluruh umat islam..... Alhamdulillah sudah masuk 3 hri kita menjalani kewajipan kita sebagai umat islam... semoga ramadan kali ini lbh bermakna dri ramadan yg lepas.... Alhamdulillah aku dpt quiz yg agak baik jgk utk eco aku... aku bersyukur sgt.. skrang nie aku duk kat umh!!!! bestnya rsa dpt duk kat umh.. dpt berbuka n bersahur bersama ngan family aku... :) tp esk dah nak pergi... huhuhuhu... x bestnya..... mls nya nak pegi... sedih!!!!!!! heart broken!!!!!! :'(

7/7/2013

trima ksih buat my beloved friend mimi for ur advice.... i really appreciate it a lot.... tq jgk wat my madam for her advice... mungkin ada sbb semua ini terjadi... semua sdh di atur olh Allah dan aku sbgai hambaNya akn menerima dgn hati yg terbuka.... sekurang2nya aku still ada memori perkenalan antara aku dan roomate aku tu.. walaupun sekejap tp ckp utk menjdikan memori yg baik.... so i should appreciate it right???? tp yg menghairankan adlh roomate aku yg lain tu ckp aku nie dah lain drpd yg dlu... tp lain kat mana ye??? hmm.. mungkin bnr aku ngan dia mmg x leh nak msuk group kot.... biarlah ia begitu kan... sbb aku x leh nak wat ape2 psl tu kan??? dan aku thu knp aku rsa benci n annoy bila dgr suara dia.. ia adlh disbbkan aku terasa diriku di reject dri jdi kwn dia... n jealous bila lht dia blh ckp byk ngan org lain... but i have to accept it the way it is... cause people are not same right.... so cheer up lynne!!!!!!! :)

6/7/2013 (part 2)

pelikkan when perasaan dri want to be friend with somebody turn out now to be someone that you hate.. even hearing her voice make you feel annoyed... weird isn't???? apa aku nak wat nie.... mmg bila aku dgr voice dia tiba2 je wat aku nak mrh... omg... what is happening now.... please stop being like this... is just turn out to be same situation when i'm in part 2... but the reason this happening is different........ i dont want to act like that anymore.... cause it is really not a comfortable feeling to have... sape2 yg ada jawapan please help me.... i'm so confuse with my own feeling right now... huhuhuhu..... please help me!!!! aku rsa mcm nak mencarut je jdinya... arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

6/7/2013

nie aku bru blikkk dri mendaki bukit... huhuhuhuhuhu.... x best nya... dah lah byk kali aku jatuh... sakit jgk rsanya..... tpi nsib baik jgk lah ada kwn2 sekls yg sudi membntu.... berjaya jgk lah aku mendaki bukit itu walaupun aku x akn mendaki lagi.. insyallah untk selama2nya.... huhuhuhuhu..... :)

5/7/2013

setlh hmpr 3 mggu aku x berckp ngan roomate aku yang sorang tu akhirnya terbongkar jgk rahsia aku yg aku nie mmg tkt ngan dia.... slps dripda terbongkar rahsia tu aku dah blh lah bertegur sapa ngan dia sikit.. di sbbkan aku yg mulakan tepuk tampar tu maka aku dah mula terbiasa bila dia plak yg betepuk tampar... huhuhu... tpi persoalannya seberapa lma semua itu akan bertahan??? aku berhrp agar x de ape2 yg jdi.... n biarlah semuanya ok sampai lah aku hbs sem 4 aku nie.. krna pengalaman aku when i'm in part 2 was already really scary for me to remember back.... i hope nothing will happen... :)
bila aku lht blik muka ex-friend aku, aku jdi rsa kesian n aku mulalah nak ingt blik memori ketika kami berkwn dlu.... walaupun aku byk mdgr cerita yg krg enak didgr psl dia tp aku x thu knp aku rsa sgguh kesian dgn dia..... hmmmmmmmm.................

3/7/2013 (part 2)

msa aku mula msuk blik nie aku tkt sgt sbb roomate aku semuanya blh dikatakan aku x knl.... aku cuma knl sorang je... dia ambik kos sma ngan aku jgk.. nsb baik lah aku knl dia.. klu x mmg tension jgk aku sbb aku x leh nak ckp ngan sape2... tp alhamdulillah aku baik jgk ngan roomate aku yg sorang lg sbb dia pun peramah jgk orgnya... tp ngan roomate aku yg sorang lg aku tkt nak tegur... mmg aku jrg bckp dgn dia sbb dia amat menakutkan bgi aku.. aku x thu knp aku tkut ngan dia tp she really make me scared... hmpir 3 mggu aku x ckp mna ngan dia.. klu ngan roomate aku yg lain aku ok je... hehehehehehe :)

3/7/2013

hari nie kol 2:30 ptg ada quiz eco!!!!!! huhuhu.... study entah ke mna lgii... apalah yg nak jdi.... roomate yg aku tkt dah blh lah ckp skit2... ok dah tu kan... eco... eco... eco... mcm mnalah aku nak jwb subject nie hri nie... apalah yg nak jdi.... huhuhuhu.... aku hrs atasi ketakutan aku nie... klu x mmg tiap2 hari lah aku berdebar je keje nye.. apa punya masalah pun aku sndri x thu... pelik btl kan... but that is the truth story about me... tkut kan org.... :'( ........ rndu sgt nak blik umh... lmbtnya nk blik umh... huhuhuhu.....

29/6/2013

Yesterday i went shopping with my friends.. it was fun.... i buy a lot of things...... n of course a lot of money i spend... 

there is a lot of unexpected thing happen today... i cannot do anything about that so i just need to accept it the way it is... hope everything will going well.. 

especially my quiz next week.. hope it went well.....

i really miss my home so much.... i miss my mom..... i cannot wait to go home... huhuhuhuhuhu  :(

28/6/2013

Sdh lama aku x post ape2 kat sini............. so let me tell u my story about my part 4 life... Alhamdulillah my roommates are friendly even one of them is quite pendiam n that make me afraid to talk to her... huhuhu... about my study... it is not very good... but i quite enjoy learning arab with new ustaz... hehehehehe... for my event dri K yang ajar aku sdh tkr kpda Miss A..... for me is ok as long as i can gain some knowledge right.. hehehehehe.... next week i has a lot of quiz... please for pray for me.. eco is the hardest subject for me i think.... hope everything will going to be well for me here... Amin....

6/10/2013

Horay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hari aku x de kls... hehehehe... bestkan???? kjp lg nak kuar g shopping ngan kwn aku... bestnya!!!! but bel for part 4 is really quite SCARY.... what should i do about that... :( .... hmmm and i also get a quite a shocking news for me which is somebody that i hope i will not see that person again will appear back here in this campus.... i hope that i can ignore that person and that person will do the same thing... but i really sure that person already forgotten about me... so i will be fine i think... :)

first class sem 4 huhuhu...

hri ini adlh hri pertama aku msuk kls for part 4.... hati ku mula berasa bimbang dgn assignment yg byk perlu disiapkan... i'm really worried about that... too much worry.... hopefully everything went well... at least i hope so.... lps nie ada kls kol 2:30 pm... kls bel... x thu lah mcm mna.. msuk kls bgi 2 subject pun dah kecut perut aku rsa... hmmmm...

Novel Projek Memikat Suami

Please enjoy watching this video!!!!

Tidak semestinya kita perlu bercinta sebelum berkahwin.... dan tidak salah juga kalau kita berkahwin dengan pilihan keluarga kita... there is nothing to lose.....  for sure our parents will choose the best person for their children right??? 

Zahrain dan Husna disatukan dalam sebuah perkahwinan yang sungguh indah tetapi what will actually happen to their marriage... dapatkah Husna berjaya untuk memikat suaminya???? or will Zahrain's plan will be succeed which is to make Husna asking for divorce????  hmmmm....

19//4/2013

Alhamdulillah aku berjaya mendapat kolej... hehehehehe...... hmmmm..... hari nie aku pergi breakfast ngan family aku kat luar... leh aku merasa mkn roti tisu... hehehehehe... best sgt2!!!!!!! lps tu pegi kbmall... beli lah ape2 brg yg ptt.... aku beli 2 crite bru which is die hard 5 n wrong turn 5... nnt skjp lg aku nak tgk.... i hope the story will going to be interesting... ari tu aku beli crite skyfall... the movie was quite good.. not so bad... and i enjoy watching it... :)

15/4/2013

Alhamdulillah.... akhirnya pada 9/4 aku berjaya menghabiskan paper final aku utk sem 3.... now i'm at my home sweet home.... :) .... i really like to thanks to ana,ima n atin for being my roomate for this semester...  i hope we can be in same room again for the next sem.... i'm also want to thank to my beloved friends sha... tq for being my friend for this sem n i hope our friendship will become more stronger for the next sem.. even though sometimes we do not agree with each other but it is something common right in friendship.... so i hope our friendship will last forever.... :) n i cannot wait to meet nik, mimi, meda n jun.... hope i can see them soon... :)

OVERSEA

bestnya bila  aku tgk pic cousin aku study kat oversea..... aku pun nak rsa jgk.... huhuhuhu... mesti best kan dpt study kat sna kan???? tp nak wat mcm mna bkn rezeki aku nak study kat sna.... dpt msuk university nie pun dah kira ok dah kan.... hehehehehe... today is my brother birthday.... happy birthday faisal!!!!!! k.long love you so much!!!! n also good luck for ur pmr.... i know you can do it better than me... :)

final exam

Final exam aku akhirnya bermula pd 27/3/2013... skrang nie sudah 3 paper sudah aku lepasi.... tpi aku x sure sama ada 3 paper yg aku lepasi tu ok ke tak???? now there still 2 paper more left... x sbr rsanya aku nak mula packing nak blik umh.... hehehehehehe..... aku hrp biarlah semuanya berjalan lancar.... amin... :)

2/4/2013

sblm exam bermula aku blik kg.... mmg rndu gila rsanya nak blik umah... nak jupa umi, ayah n adik2.... i'm really happy when at home... adik2 semuanya dah besar skrang... my adib dah blh mengira 1-10... aku plg suka dgr cara dia sebut six... lucu bnr bunyinya... kak sya pula makin lama makin berisi n cute.... hehehehe.. nak wat mcm mna mkn byk kan.... hehehehehehehe..... bestnya duk rmh segala mslh yg ada blh hilang... tp hri begitu cpt.... 3 hri aku blik umh mcm rsa 1 or 2 hri je duk kat umh... cpt sgguh msa berlalu.... i really really dont want to go back yet but what can i do about that... i still need to come here back to terengganu to finish my final exam.... :'(

birthday wanie..... :)

happy birthday my beloved sister wanie!!!!!!!!!!! hope u always be happy n sihat selalu.... actually her birthday is on 20 March.... so this are some picture on her birthday :) .....

perasaan ingin mencuba... :)

15/3/2013 (part 2)

Alhamdulillah selesai jgk test final debat aku..... tahniah kepada kwn aku sha yg terpilih sbgai top 3 pendebat terbaik... congratulation sha!!!!!! :)
skrang tibalah msa utk menghafal.... ari ahd nie aku ada common test record... hrp2nya dpt wat ngan terbaik lah... amin.....

15/3/2013

bloggie... bloggiee.... bloggie..... 

lma sungguh aku tidak menjenguk mu... nak wat mcm mna week nie aku sibuk sikit bkn sikit tp mmg byk sibuknya... next week pun aku lg sibuk.... argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tensionnya!!!!!!!!!!!!! lmbtnya rsa nak blik rumah... rndu rsanya nak jumpa ngan my adib n sha.... n of course i nak jupa my only beloved mom!!!!! huhuhuhu.... ok let's start from 10 march...

on 10 march it was my father's birthday.... happy birthday ayahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you so much!!!!!!!! 

tekanan makin lma makin dirasai.. aku rsa sggh tertekan.... a lot of word that i need to do n there are also a lot of quiz that i need to do.... it really stressfull!!!!!!!!!!  

hati oh hati bersabarlah dikau ye... tak akn ada org yg akn cuba memujuk hati mu yg rajuk n takkan sape yg akn menyapu ubat pda hatimu yg luka... so duhai hati kau kena wat semua tu sendiri ye dengan menggunakan ubat sabar... n cubalah pujuk hatimu itu.... ingat wahai hati semua manusia membuat kesilapan termasuk pemilik hatimu itu.... so bersabarlah walaupun hatimu terguris hebat walaupun kdg2 dikau rsa terpinggir just ignore it.... cause if you take that matter serious hatimu akn makin parah..... sabarlah sabarlah sabarlah sabarlah duhai hati... no one in this world perfect... jdilah dirimu yg sbnrnya... n bkwn lah dgn seseorg itu dgn ikhlas.... n most important jaga setiap ape yg kita nak ckp because we do not know that sometimes our word can hurt others............ n don't forgert-forget to jaga ur speaking also... hehehehehe... jgn sibuk mencari kelemahan org lain shja.... kita juga kena perbetulkan diri kita juga.... n kena ingat bantuan yg dihulurkan mesti ikhlas tau.... x mau ada niat2 lain....... x baik tau klu mcm tu... 

so pesanan kpd hati sensitif....

pndai2lah jga hatimu yg tlbh sensitif tu.... jngan nak hrpkan sgt org nak dtg pujuk... tuan empunya hati tu kenalah tahu nak pujuk hati mu yg terlebih sensitif tu.... dah sapa srh kau jdi sensitif sgt... kan dah menyusahkan.... 

#topik mengarut n in stress mood...... :'(  :{}

10/3/2013

Alhamdulillah... akhirnya selesai jgk shooting bhsa arab kami... terima kasih diucpkan kpd kwn2 yg sudi membantu kmi utk menjayakan movie kami semlm... thanks a lot!!!!!!!!!!!! shooting sudah selesai skrang hanya tinggal utk edit shja... :)
Esok akn bermulalah hri yg penuh dgn cabaran... nak thu knp??? cause this week and also next week there will be a lot lot of test n quiz n i really reallly hope that i can do it well.. : p

28/2/2013

semlm kat dewan uitm ada mlm 1001 mlm bgi student yg ambik subject arab.... n plg best aku dpt mkn nasi arab n mmg sdp walaupun aku terpaksa menunggu lma utk mkn nasi tu... bygkan aku leh mkn nasi tu pkl 12 lbh pagi.... nak wat mcm mna lps je abih majlis kat dewan tu aku kena plak pegi ke taklimat kolej.... berbunyi2 perut aku nak tggu taklimat kolej selesai..... tp x pelah at last aku leh jgk mkn nasi walaupun kol 12 lbh pagi pun.... hehehehehe....

25/2/2013

sedihnya ari nie sbb markah ctu rndah... huhuhu... mcm mna lah aku nak dpt A.... hri aku wat presentation utk csc... berdebar sgguh rsanya...esk ada 2 quiz.. quiz utk arab n superwrite... n aku lom lg study... hahahaha.... pahtu mulalah tido lwt..... hrp2 aku leh lah wat quiz esk.... 

manusia nie kdg2 sgh pelik kan... Allah tak pernah membuang kita walaupun kita x prnh menunaikan kewajiban kita kpdNya dgn sempurna or x prnh wat langsung tp Dia msih tidak buang kita... klu kita brg yg x berguna mmg dah lma kita buang.. tp Allah tidak begitu... betapa sygnya Allah pda hambanya... walaupun kita tidak menunaikan kewajipan kita kpdNya Dia msih membuka pintu taubat utk kita bknnya membuang kita... knp pula kita sanggup menyingkirkan Allah dlm hati kita sdgkan Allah tidak prnh ttp pintu taubatNya utk kita sehinggalah ajal dtg menjemput kita.... zalimnya kita nie kan.... hmmmm....

23/2/2013

pda mlm khamis bru2 nie aku mdpt berita dri fb group kls aku yg mengatakan kwn aku yg dlu tlh pengsan... aku berharap dia tidak ape2 walaupun aku n dia tidak bkwn malah tidak bertegur sapa lg even we in a same class ttp aku still hrp dia sihat..... :)
kelmarin aku keluar jln or shopping ngan kwn2 aku... bestnya sekali sekala dpt kuar... jln2 cuci mata... hehehehehe.... aku kuar dlm kol 2:30pm and blik dlm kol 8 lbh mlm... hehehehehe... lma jgk aku kuar kelmarin.... biasalah kan... bkn slalu aku dpt kuar... jrg2 aku leh kuar... aku nak blik mggu dpn tp aku x leh blik sbb ada karnival klj... benci nya rsa... rndu rsa nak blik umh!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhuhu :(

21/2/2013

Alhamdulillah akhirnya dapat jgk aku lalui yg plg memenatkan pd minggu ini.... hmmm.... letih sgguh aku rsa dlm mggu nie.. mggu dpn x thulah mcm mna lg.. mata pun dah jdi mcm panda dah sbb asyik tidur lewat je.. hmmm... mlm nie aku rehat puas2!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

17/2/2012

now i'm back to college!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so sad.... i still want to be at home....... msh byk lagi bnda yg tidak disiapkan n aku msh lg sempat online blog aku nie... huhhuhuhuhu... due date utk assignment dah x lama tp aku still blm siapkan lg.... :(

11/2/2013

alangkah indahnya klu hidup kita mcm novel... tp realitinya tidak.... setiap novel ada pengakhirannya tp kehidupan kita juga ada pengakhirannya jgk tp akhirnya hdp kita apabila mati datang menjemput... hmm... ari nie aku akn start shooting utk movie arab aku.. hrp2nya semuanya berjalan dgn lancar... n aku amat berharap agar Allah memudahkan segalanya utk aku... aku ada beli sebuah buku yg bertajuk siapa Allah di hatimu??? aku adalh tnya soalan tu pda diri ini tp aku x dpt jwpannya... kepada kalian semua siapa Allah di hati kalian?????

9/2/2013

Alhamdulillah akhirnya aku sampai jgk ke rmh ku di klantan... so happy to be home... but there is still a lot lot of work that i need to do... so sad... it ruin my holiday... but i will make sure one thing which are friday n saturday is my holiday... hehehehehehehehehe... kelmarin aku, umi, wani n sha pegi kb mall... tujuan utama pegi kb mall adlh utk habiskan baucer buku..... tp putus mood aku utk habiskan baucer apbila ku ketahui klu kita nak guna baucer 100 kita kena beli 80 buku n the rest bru blh beli alat2 tulis... nak beli bku apelah smpai 80 ringgit tu kan???? yg suka novel blh lah beli novel tp klu yg tak suka novel nak beli buku ape???? ssh btullah nak beli mcm nie... tp nak wat mcm mna dah di ttpkan mcm tu knalah ikutkan... trimalah semua tu ngan hati yang penuh keredhaan kan.... hmmm....

6/2/2013

Alhamdulillah akhirnya mr.s sudah hbs translate kan movie aku into arabic.... thanks a lot to him... dia siapkan semlm... n lps nie aku dah x pyh tggu dia lg utk online kan??? btul x??? but there is something wrong with him last nigt.. lps dia hntr kat aku the last script for my movie dia ckp dia nak tido krna dia ada kls esk n aku ckp ok lah klu mcm tu n suddenly dia ckp good night n sweet dream.. lps dia ckp semoga Allah menjaga aku, my family n friends... semua tu mcm pelik sbb selama nie dia x pernah ckp mcm tu pun... aku yg menyebabkan dia berkata demikian??? hmmmm... dia mmg pelik n mmg pyh nak duga S nie... mybe lps nie dia x kan contact aku lg kot??? klu btul aku nak wat mcm mna... dah itu yg dia nak kan... walau bagaimana pun trima ksh kat S kerana sudi membantu aku utk translate kan skrip aku tu into arabic... thank a lot ye awk!!!!

Hari nie aku kena ambik suntikan hpv utk dos ke 2... mmg sakit rsanya... x thu lah brapa lama msa yg di ambil utk hilangkan kesakitan nie... hari ini juga Madam Ngo bgi buah limau kat semua studentnya... dan aku salah seorang dripadanya... aku dapat 2 lgi buah limau... hehehehehehe.... tp yg plg penting esk aku dah nak blik.... bestnya!!!!! my sweet home wait for me ok... i'll be back soon..... aku akn shooting di klantan utk movie arab aku.. entah jdi ke x aku berlakon... kena wait n see lah kan... di sbbkan terlalu happy dpt limau pendrive aku yg adanya first draft utk bel tlh ketinggalan di makmal bhsa.. aku kena ambik esklah jwbnya... hrp2 ada lah kat situ... klu x abislah first draft utk bel aku...huhuhuhu....

2/2/2013

skrang aku dah ada kat terengganu blik... sekejap je rsa leh blik tp aku ttp happy sbb leh blik... leh lah aku mkn masakan my mom... x de lah bosan mkn bnda sma je... leh main2 ngan adik2 aku... tp adik2 ku makin lma makin nakal... sakit kepala jgk melayan kerenah mereka... nnt ari khamis nie aku blik lg... hehehehe... nie aku duk tgh tggu laki tu online fb atau x??? letihnya menunggu org nie... hmmmmm... O_0

1/2/2013

Pda 30/1/2013 my classmate tlh meninggal dunia... even though i did not really know him but is still rsa seperti kehilangan... semoga dia ditempatkan di kalangan org2 yang beriman... Al-Fatihah buatnya.. 

sakitnya kepala bila memikirkan assignment yg bertimbun2... dgn quiz yg akn diadakan pda hri isnin nie.. 2 lg quiznya... tensionya rsa... huhuhu..:(

29/1/2013

kat dunia ada mcm2 jns manusia... dan pelbagai jns perangai.. kdg2 letih rsanya melayan kerenah mereka.. ada satu bnda yg aku yakin lelaki mybe is not mean to be for me... i hope one day he find someone that suitable with him... i think that person is not me... aku menerima hakikat itu dgn redho... aku yakin Allah lbh mengetahui apa yg tbaik utk ku... kerja semakin hari semakin bykk.... semuanya kena hntr dlm msa yg terdekat... quiz pun makin byk.. sakit kepala jgk aku dibuatnya... skrang nie dlm proses buat skrip utk movie arab... x thu lah bila siap... 17/2 nie dah kena hntr cd dah... hrp2 nya sempat lah siap..huhuhuhu...

28/1/2013

hri nie the guy that i waiting for is online... i'm happy for it... for sure i'm pm him.. and he not reply and then i said he is sombong.... after that he replied and apologize and said he was tired.. he also said dia mmg sombong kan... i feel guilty for saying him sombong... and tomorrow i want to message him and told him i'm sorry and do not mean to say it... kwn aku ckp aku nmpk mcm gedik plak.. aku pun rsa mcm tu tp knp aku begini alangkah indahnya klu aku ada jwpan utk soalan itu... di fb aku hanya lihat sekejap online sekejap x... aku x thu ape yg sbnrnya yg aku rsa thdp dia... adkh aku btul2 suka padanya????? Ya Allah kuatkan lah imanku... berilah aku kekuatan utk lwn semua nie... jgn biarkan aku terperangkap dlm perasaan ini... berilah aku kekuatan ya Allah... jgn biarkan aku membuat sesuatu yg blh memalukan diri ku sendiri... tolonglah Ya Allah... jgn biarkan aku jdi begini... i already have a wonderful life... n i want to continue to be like that... :(

24/1/2013

Selamat hari maulidur rasul kepada semua umat islam!!!!! hari sungguh best and bahagia buat aku.. do you all want to know why... cause today i went shopping with my mom, sister and my brother... i bought a lot of things... i bought shoes, blous, skrit and make up.... i'm really really really happy.... hehehehehe... 

 

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kadang2 hati and fikiran kita mudah sangat confuse.... do not really know how your own heart feel.. tp aku amat berharap agar Allah membantu aku untuk meleraikan kekeliruan di hati ku ini... semoga Allah menunjukkan jalanNya utk aku lalui......... dan semoga setiap keputusan yang aku buat adlh btul dan aku x menyesal kerana membuat keputusan tersebut... aku bhrp agar Allah memberi aku kekuatan utk mengharungi kehidupan yang penuh mencabar ini... supaya aku tidak tersungkur di tengah jln.... dan biarlah cintaku untuk Allah dan Nabi Muhammad kekal selamanya di hatiku walaupun mati datang menjemput ku... :) kerana aku tahu cinta kepada Nya dan Nabi Muhammad adlh cinta yang plg hakiki... :) 

21/1/2013

there is some question that i could answer and it always wondering in my mind.... why sometimes i just feel like want to have a boyfriend... sometimes i just hoping there will be a person that can answer this question for me... and went that kind of feeling come to me i don't know how to manage it... it really hard to manage that kind of feeling... i wish that feeling can go away forever cause i don't like being this way... it will make my life tougher and difficult.. Ya Allah hamba mu amat berharap agar Engkau dapat menghapuskan seketika perasaan ini sehinggalah sampai ke waktu yg sesuai utk aku berperasaan begini... kdg2 aku berasa lemas dgn perasaan aku sendiri.. i'm really tired with this feeling... it really burden to me..... sometimes i just hoping and wishing that i will never have this kind of feeling.... cukuplah aku menangani mslh study je.. x perlulah utk aku cuba menyingkirkan perasaan ni jauh2 dri hati ini... perasaan itu datang seperti bermusim... dan bila musim itu tiba aku terpaksa menguruskan nya... sometimes u going to feel tired with all of this........ i hate this so much......... have you ever feel really happy when talking to someone and want to keep talking to him.. is that show that i like him???????????? is really hard to understand your own feeling... arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

17/1/2013

Hello guys!!!!!!! i'm already finish watching drama big..............

BIG

This drama is really interesting to watch... you will never know that your love can change... i don't blame that teacher for loving her student... cause she live with that boy... how could you not fall in love with someone that you live together under one roof... someone that so care about you.. who always be by your side when you sad... who will do anything to make you happy... so it is not impossible to fall in love with that boy right even he is her student... so in end i really enjoy watching this drama.... :)

Yesterday i had my csc quiz and it is really really disaster!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i could answer it well............ i really hate it so much..... but i still hoping that i can still get better mark... hmm..... after this i will watch running man as a replace for big... today i don't have class.. i really get a nice sleep.... hehehehehehehehe..... i really enjoy it so much..... i just want to rest for today........ i just want to enjoy my holiday before thinking about my assignment and quiz.... hahahahaha............. 

the end :)

14/1/2013

hey!!!!!!! i already know what drama can replace army wife season 1 for awhile... i decide to watch pretty little liars drama... i start watch it today... for the beginning i think it quite good.. so we will going to see how it goes ok????  before that i watch this thai movie called THE CRAZY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE...  it really funny and romantic movie.. i really enjoy watched it... it is about a girl who got crush with her senior... i need to admit he is handsome... a lot of things she do only to make that boy hers... and at last of course it is happy ending.. they together... 

Tomorrow i has reading test for Arabic... wish me luck guys!!!! i really hope that i can do well... hope everything when well tomorrow... 

11/1/2013

hello my beloved blog... miss u a lot... hehehehe... finally i finished watching army wife season 1... so it of course between big and army wife.... army wife won cause i finishes watching it already even for only season 1... now i tried my best to finish big... and i will told which drama will i watch after army wife... but i will not tell now cause i do not decide it yet..

Army wife
i personally think it really a good drama... it shows how the life of the army wife... it quite difficult when your husband is not around with u... you do not know when your husband will return after the deployment... it quite sad right???? you only will get a phone call from your husband and i very sure it will going to be rare... but their wives are strong and tried to live their well along with their children... and patiently waiting for their husbands return.... :)

that's all... see u soon my blogie!!! bye bye!!!

8/1/2013

today i got injection for HPV..... it quite hurt........... huhuhu...... and alhamdulillah my cough is better now... i'm also had speaking practice today... it really horrible... i don't even know what actually i'm saying... my English is really worst now!!!!!!!!!!!! how can i get better mark in speaking if my language is really bad....
(new topic) dunia ini mmg sungguh mencabar... and every mistake that we make really thought us something..    we cannot make the decision in hurry cause sometimes it will going to hurt us... so think very very very carefully before making any decision so that we do not regret it... sometimes crying is something great.... when you felt like want to cry just cry.. don't hold back your cry... cause it will going to be tougher.. just let it go....... you will feel satisfied after crying... nangis x bermakna menunjukkan yang kita lemah... tpi klu kita terlalu menahan diri kita dari menangis kita akan bertambah stress... so just let it go... you will going to feel better after that.... hehehehe.....believe it.... ok that it for now i want to watch my army wife now... bye bye!!!!

5/1/2013

i have two quiz for this week... i'm really worried about it.... i'm just feel so afraid if i cannot do it...  i don't have any confident that i can do it better in my quiz this time..... hmmm.......... :(

3/1/2013

now i am officially 20 years old girl.... i cannot believe that i already 20 years old now.... happy new year to all my friends and to my beloved family.. hope this new year we will have much great day then last year... for this january i gladly to say that i have a lot lot lot of quiz.... i really worried about it n not sure whether i can do it or not... i'm also not feeling so well now... i hope my health will get better sooner so i can concentrate on my study and assignment... :)