13 June 2012

Hari ini nothing special..... hari ini cuma ada 1 kls je.... ermm.. seperti biasa bab2 kump nie mmg mslh bgi aku.. Aku x thu nak group ngan sape... pyh kan... aku sentiasa tersisih bab2 group nie... hurmmm.... aku ada bca cerpen pendek kat penulisan2u.... semua crite yg aku bca kebanyakkan nya cerita sedihh... sebak jdinya aku mlm nie... ada satu cerpen yg menarik minat aku... dlm cerpen itu diceritakan betapa kuat nya cintanya kepda Allah... n aku ttnya pda diriku sndri adakah sekuat itu cintaku kpd Allah... hurmm... aku sndri x de jwpan nya... tp x dpt ku bygkan jika Allah meninggalkan aku walaupun untk sesaat.. x thu lah mcm mana agaknya hdup aku... ermm... esk aku ada 3 kls.. start kol 8 lg... kene bgn awl lah esk nampaknya.... :)

12 June 2012

Hari aku rsa penat skit... i dont know why i feel tired today... i only have 2 class for today.... hmmm... ari nie aku kena daftar untk koko.... aku nak ambik institusi kekeluargaan tp yg aku dpt adlh debat bhsa melayu!!!!! x prnh tlintas pun difikiran aku nak ambik debat.... is really a nightmare for me.... dah lah koko tu msk dlm result exam aku... mcm mna lah aku nak past debat sedangkan aku nie seorang yg pemalu n takut utk ckp di dpn org rmai... aku x leh nak bayangkan mcm mna lah nnt agaknya..... hmmmm so sad..... :(

11 June 2012

Hari aku masuk kls typing n bbm.... For omt 182 lecturer x msuk lg.... bru je msuk 2 kls tu dah ckp mendebarkan aku... i kept wondering whether i can type that fast..... ari khamis nie Puan Shafini nak tgk skill kito org dlm typing... itu wat aku tkut sbb aku takut klu aku yg plg lmbt typing dlm kls tu.... hmmmm.... msuk kls bbm plop... itu pun kls yg mendebarkan jgk... aku kene n wajib akan pengucapan awam... that really scary... i memang x leh ckp kat dpn.... aku msih rsa takut n segan.... hmmm.. ape lah aku nak wat bila tiba waktunya nnt... comfirm... sejuk satu bdn dibuatnya.... Pgi nie aku jumpa ngan Sir Amri.... lecturer bel aku masa sem 1.... yg pling mengejutkan is that he still remember my name... aku ingat dia dah lupa dah... :)

Mood msh dlm bcuti..... tp dah kene blik g campus.... sedih nye rsa!!!!!! walaupun bru sekejap bpisah ngan family tp dah rndu kat all family.... rindu kan adib n sya..... walaupun kadang2 dio org wat aku hilang kesabaran  ngan dio org tp mereka jgk yg dpt menghilangkan segala masalah n juga stress bila tgk muka mereka... Tgk senyuman n gelak tawa mereka membuatkan hatiku tenang.. Aku ingin terus mendengar gelak mereka..... Bg permulaan sem 2 ia amat mendebarkan aku... Aku tkt utk bdepan ngan sem 2.... adakah ia akan menjadi lbh mengerikan dri sem 1????? aku amat berharap agar aku berjaya melepasi sem 2 tanpa mempunyai byk mslh.... what i'm trying to do here is just to make both my parents happy with... aku ingin slalu lihat wajah mereka berseri dgn senyuman.... i love my family so much..... :)

Sepupuku suamiku......

At last dpt juga aku habiskan bca novel sepupuku suamiku.... Hehehe... Aku dah belinya dah lma tp nak habiskan punyalah mls.... Nak wat mcm mana... Aku nie terlalu " rjin" sgt bca buku.... Hehehe... Is very interesting reading that novel..... Berkahwin dgn sepupu sndri.... Hmmmmm.... Walaupun x prnh tlintas di hati jejaka tu utk Kawin ngan his cousin but klu sdh jodoh x ke mna kan.... Walaupun bahagia bru dtg menjengah tp badai cukup hbt melanda perkahwinan antara Hisyam n Nana.... Itu semua gara2 ex-fiancée nya Hisyam.... Apa yg peliknya ppuan tu yg memutuskan p'tunangan diorg.... Tp alih2 nak blik plok... Apa dia ingat laki tu ank patung ape... X de perasaan... She should accept that he already marry somelse.... Nothing can be done... Damage has been done... So x de gunanya utk menyesal keputasan yg diambil.... Sanggup dia memusnahkan perkahwinan laki itu semata2 utk mndptkan cinta n memeliki Hisyam kembali.... Maybe cause she really love that man but she need to accept that he is not belong to her anymore.... She is the one you make that decision.... Btl kata org sbb kan cinta org sanggup wat ape saja... sama mcm Marina... Sanggup lakukan apa sja utk dptkan Hisyam blik walaupun ngan membunuh Nana... sampai jdi Sekejam itu seorg wanita disbb cnta.... Org ckp cinta itu buta tp sebenarnya Kita yg membutakan hati Kita ngan cinta yg x sepatutnya menjadi milik Kita... I can understand how regret Marina is.... But what she done is too much... She should try to accept it even it is hard cause she is the one who make that make that decision last time ago.... At last she become insane.... She lost everything in her life.... Dia jdi x suiman disbbkan cinta.... Kesian Jgk kan dia... Tp nak wat mcm mna dia yg wat dirinya mcm tu... Nana Pulak spttnya pthnkankan perkahwinan dia n Hisyam.... Tp I can understand her feeling... Isteri mna yg x tluka bila thu suaminya kene tangkap khalwat ngan ppuan tu.... N lps tu siap ckp yg dia pregnant lg.... Isteri mna lah yg sggup hadapi semua tu.... Tp klu sdh dittpkan Tuhan yg Nana n Hisyam ditakdirkan utk bsama walaupun mereka tlh berpisah tp mereka bersatu kembali.... N now they happy without any distraction.... N Marina pulak berada di hospital skit mental disbbkan terlalu mengikut perasaannya sndri.... Marina kehilangan segalanya t'masuk her job... Tp mujurlah ada kwn yg sentiasa di sisinya... Yg sggup dtg menjenguk nya slalu di hospital n bhrp Marina cpt sembuh n me lupakan Hisyam.... That the end of that story.... Now I'm on the way to read another novel... Hope can finish it as fast as I can.... :)

5 May 2012

Sometimes chatting is something fun n there you will know how man are.... Sometimes they quite annoying me.... They really know how to sweet talk..... Hurmmm... Chatting can make u feel boring sometimes.... My typing become worst now... I dont practice for long time..... So no wonder my typing getting worst.... I need to practice back my typing... If not I will going to fail in my sem 2 on typing subject... It is something not good... :( :(.... I'm frustrated right now.... All movies that I download did not work out... Is really make me feel mad n disappointed..... I really need to watch some movie right now..... I wish that I can turn back time... So I can change myself... I still dont know what am I going to be when I grow up???? Still thinking..... I really have better life... I have a great family... N sometimes I think I dont deserved it.... God still help me went I in trouble even I'm not a good muslim.... He still answer all my prayer even I still skip my prayer... Sometimes I just wondering why He give me everything I asking even i'm not good muslim???? Only He know the answer right.... I just really hope that I can change to be a better person... At least I just want to complete my pray.. I just want to close  to Him....

4 May 2012

Today my family n I went to a wedding ceremony... Is really a hot day to wear a "baju kurung" but what I can I do right... U cannot go to a wedding ceremony wearing t-shirt n jeans right... Hurmmm... In the evening my family n I went to my auntie house cause she held a birthday party for her daughter... Today is a quite a tiring day for me..... hehehehehehe