Mood msh dlm bcuti..... tp dah kene blik g campus.... sedih nye rsa!!!!!! walaupun bru sekejap bpisah ngan family tp dah rndu kat all family.... rindu kan adib n sya..... walaupun kadang2 dio org wat aku hilang kesabaran  ngan dio org tp mereka jgk yg dpt menghilangkan segala masalah n juga stress bila tgk muka mereka... Tgk senyuman n gelak tawa mereka membuatkan hatiku tenang.. Aku ingin terus mendengar gelak mereka..... Bg permulaan sem 2 ia amat mendebarkan aku... Aku tkt utk bdepan ngan sem 2.... adakah ia akan menjadi lbh mengerikan dri sem 1????? aku amat berharap agar aku berjaya melepasi sem 2 tanpa mempunyai byk mslh.... what i'm trying to do here is just to make both my parents happy with... aku ingin slalu lihat wajah mereka berseri dgn senyuman.... i love my family so much..... :)

Sepupuku suamiku......

At last dpt juga aku habiskan bca novel sepupuku suamiku.... Hehehe... Aku dah belinya dah lma tp nak habiskan punyalah mls.... Nak wat mcm mana... Aku nie terlalu " rjin" sgt bca buku.... Hehehe... Is very interesting reading that novel..... Berkahwin dgn sepupu sndri.... Hmmmmm.... Walaupun x prnh tlintas di hati jejaka tu utk Kawin ngan his cousin but klu sdh jodoh x ke mna kan.... Walaupun bahagia bru dtg menjengah tp badai cukup hbt melanda perkahwinan antara Hisyam n Nana.... Itu semua gara2 ex-fiancée nya Hisyam.... Apa yg peliknya ppuan tu yg memutuskan p'tunangan diorg.... Tp alih2 nak blik plok... Apa dia ingat laki tu ank patung ape... X de perasaan... She should accept that he already marry somelse.... Nothing can be done... Damage has been done... So x de gunanya utk menyesal keputasan yg diambil.... Sanggup dia memusnahkan perkahwinan laki itu semata2 utk mndptkan cinta n memeliki Hisyam kembali.... Maybe cause she really love that man but she need to accept that he is not belong to her anymore.... She is the one you make that decision.... Btl kata org sbb kan cinta org sanggup wat ape saja... sama mcm Marina... Sanggup lakukan apa sja utk dptkan Hisyam blik walaupun ngan membunuh Nana... sampai jdi Sekejam itu seorg wanita disbb cnta.... Org ckp cinta itu buta tp sebenarnya Kita yg membutakan hati Kita ngan cinta yg x sepatutnya menjadi milik Kita... I can understand how regret Marina is.... But what she done is too much... She should try to accept it even it is hard cause she is the one who make that make that decision last time ago.... At last she become insane.... She lost everything in her life.... Dia jdi x suiman disbbkan cinta.... Kesian Jgk kan dia... Tp nak wat mcm mna dia yg wat dirinya mcm tu... Nana Pulak spttnya pthnkankan perkahwinan dia n Hisyam.... Tp I can understand her feeling... Isteri mna yg x tluka bila thu suaminya kene tangkap khalwat ngan ppuan tu.... N lps tu siap ckp yg dia pregnant lg.... Isteri mna lah yg sggup hadapi semua tu.... Tp klu sdh dittpkan Tuhan yg Nana n Hisyam ditakdirkan utk bsama walaupun mereka tlh berpisah tp mereka bersatu kembali.... N now they happy without any distraction.... N Marina pulak berada di hospital skit mental disbbkan terlalu mengikut perasaannya sndri.... Marina kehilangan segalanya t'masuk her job... Tp mujurlah ada kwn yg sentiasa di sisinya... Yg sggup dtg menjenguk nya slalu di hospital n bhrp Marina cpt sembuh n me lupakan Hisyam.... That the end of that story.... Now I'm on the way to read another novel... Hope can finish it as fast as I can.... :)

5 May 2012

Sometimes chatting is something fun n there you will know how man are.... Sometimes they quite annoying me.... They really know how to sweet talk..... Hurmmm... Chatting can make u feel boring sometimes.... My typing become worst now... I dont practice for long time..... So no wonder my typing getting worst.... I need to practice back my typing... If not I will going to fail in my sem 2 on typing subject... It is something not good... :( :(.... I'm frustrated right now.... All movies that I download did not work out... Is really make me feel mad n disappointed..... I really need to watch some movie right now..... I wish that I can turn back time... So I can change myself... I still dont know what am I going to be when I grow up???? Still thinking..... I really have better life... I have a great family... N sometimes I think I dont deserved it.... God still help me went I in trouble even I'm not a good muslim.... He still answer all my prayer even I still skip my prayer... Sometimes I just wondering why He give me everything I asking even i'm not good muslim???? Only He know the answer right.... I just really hope that I can change to be a better person... At least I just want to complete my pray.. I just want to close  to Him....

4 May 2012

Today my family n I went to a wedding ceremony... Is really a hot day to wear a "baju kurung" but what I can I do right... U cannot go to a wedding ceremony wearing t-shirt n jeans right... Hurmmm... In the evening my family n I went to my auntie house cause she held a birthday party for her daughter... Today is a quite a tiring day for me..... hehehehehehe

3 May 2012

I went to KB Mall again today... Hehehehehe.... Finally I bought a high heels... I'm really feel great about that... Is been so long I dont buy a high heel..... hehehehehe..... Shopping can make really make u feel happy.... N not make u feel lonely.... I really feel great today after going shopping.... :) .... 

2 May 2012

Today I went shopping with my mom n siblings.... I really like this one high heel... But it doesnt fit with my feet... It really disappoint me.... I really like that high heels.... But it does not have my size.... I feel so lonely tonight.... Do not what to do..... This past few days I just cant understand my own feeling.... It really weird right??????? I really dont like this kind of feeling.... It really annoy me..... Hurmmmm...... Today I dont watch endless love... Cause so busy shopping until forget about it.... I wish I can be baby again.... Do not need to think about anything.... Sometimes I think.... Who will become my husband one day??? Will I get married one day????? Do I will going to have better life???? I will going crazy if keep going like this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How to make urself not feel lonely anymore..... I just cant understand myself sometimes..... Want to watch tv but nothing interesting movie in there..... I just finished one indon movie.... The title is " Virgin 1"... That movie was quite great cause it show about life of 16 years old girls........... How their social life going on.... Is also about friendship..... Of course is also about virgin... How they protect their own virgin.... But unfortunately.... Stela n Kattie already lost their virgin.... Biyan is still virgin n will going to keep it that way... Even  though she friend with them does not mean that she will do what they do... To Biyan her virgin is really important to her.... At last Kattie got pregnant at 16 years old... Is really young right.... But she want to keep the baby n take a good care of  her baby.... She also want to change so that her baby does not become like her when the baby grow up..... Biyan finally produce a novel entitle Virgin... The novel is all about their life.... That novel make a great success....  - The end- I'm sorry if my spelling or my sentences are not correct....

endless love n more ( 1 May 2012)

Sometimes is really hard to forget someone that grow up with us..... I understand Johnny n Jenny feeling... They grow up together since child..... But who can ever think that they fall in love when they meet again.... I quite feel pity for Yumi.... But what can she do... Johnny really love Jenny more than a sister..... I really dont like Shirly... She so greedy i think... She got everything... A great family n have a great job... What else she want from Jenny..... She got everything already... Just accept that Andrew dont like her... Just accept it..... N live your life..... End of that story... hehehehehe..... Btw i think that i like GD.... His really cute..... He has baby face that make me like him...... I'm so boring today... Nothing to do.... U know sometimes u just need someone to talk so u dont feel quite boring..... I really do miss my friends.... Where are them anyway???? I read one novel now.. The story is quite interesting... The title also are interesting... The title is " Suamiku Sepupuku".. It is really quite a good novel..... :)